people always wonder what type of life they had wanting for. but do they wonder, what will come next if they achieve the desirable life. i always curious to know, what if, will i, may i, should i? all those question came up to my mind ever since i saw or take a clear look to people. is it wrong to dream? am i doing something meaningful? will people see the good in me? the spotted figuration is just the mask of the truth, will you agree? P/S: i havent been writing because i took time to state the words.